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HOW TO BE A PROUD, JEWISH, | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
A few months ago if you asked about my faith, I would have answered in a very firm voice, "I'm Jewish." And I might add the tone of my voice would not have left any doubt in your mind as to the steadfastness of my belief. If on the other hand you had asked me my feelings about Jesus Christ, I would have told you that he was a very good man, a wonderful teacher and prophet but, I had a real problem when it came to the subject of him being the direct son of God. I firmly believed that we are all the children of God equally. I had during my childhood attended protestant churches from time to time with members of my family and friends, some Methodist and some Baptist and my impression was very negative. I couldn't relate to the red faced, unintelligible ranting of these hellfire and damnation country preachers. The Methodists were a little lower keyed than the Baptists, but the only message I received from either was that the world would be coming to an end before I became an adult anyway so I should just cram as much fun and mischief into my life as possible and, I DID! I was comfortable with my structured Jewish beliefs, and the laws were clear and concise and left no room for argument or interpretation. However, I must add that there are some of these laws that I will always adhere to and hold dear. They are the ones that everyone should take into their hearts, "Ten" of them you already know. Still there was an empty space that I couldn't seem to understand or fill. Then a hurricane came tearing through our office and her name was Arlene! She was a close friend of my best friend who told us both that we had so much in common, we would be great friends. Boy, was she wrong. We were like chalk rubbed the wrong way on a blackboard. Then to make matters worse, just about this time she went back to Christ and was so happy and so bubbly and wanted everyone to feel as wonderful as she did (Made me want to barf). Think things couldn't get worse? Wrong, she was being blessed left and right and all over the place. Jealous? Me? You wouldn't believe! I made all sorts of excuses for what was happening to her (you know the right place at the right time sort of thing). This went on for a couple of years and all the time it was this faith thing that was at the center of our conflict. Finally we just agreed to disagree and barely spoke to each other. Then, little things started happening. She invited me to go along with her and some friends to hear a Christian singing group called "Point of Grace," they were wonderful. Months went by and she invited me to attend Bible study at her home several times and I declined. Then one day, I accepted, my curiosity was growing (small changes had been taking place during this time) and then the fun began. They were studying Romans and that night was Chapter 11! She worried and prayed because she was afraid I would be offended, walk out and never come back. I ended up reading aloud the most unfavorable verse in the entire Bible directed at the Jewish faith. I didn't blink, went home and continued reading Romans. It's hard to describe what happened after that, I just couldn't get enough, it was like a soft blanket when you feel cold to the bone and it gradually warms you through and through, or when you're a child, afraid of the dark and morning finally comes. The more I learned and the more I read, the more I wanted to know. I still had some questions but they too were answered and I continued on my journey toward accepting Christ. Then one morning about 3:00 a.m. (I forgot to tell you this thing had been keeping me awake nights) it all came together. I accepted Jesus Christ as my messiah and now I know what that wondrous thing was that Arlene wanted to share and I would love to share it with you. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Carol | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
This is a letter of spiritial hope to the parents of a little 1 year old girl with cancer. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Drew & Raquel, | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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